projects and tests are streaming in. and I felt like the boat of mine hit an iceberg. not a really huge iceberg, but enough to make me feel intimidated and feel as if i was crashing. Lousiness went deep into my heart. when all I saw in myself were faults, inadequacies and thoughts of not being able to handle the various tasks and assignment. In many of those moments I allowed the lies of Satan to be thrown hard at me.

I was in vulnerability that I allowed Satan to have a foothold on other issues I was facing. I could recall how much I didn't want to go to church due to unfinished homework and unstudied tests. But God didn't let go of me when all I wanted to do was escape.

discipline came. telling myself that i must studied up the last topic and unexpectedly, i was left with 4 pages to finish up studying. i thought i've got a huge chuck to memorise. God specialise in miracles! these little miracles really made my heart feel warm (:

With Christ in the vessel,
I can smile at the storm

I can do everything

through him who gives me strength.

Because he lives, I can face tomorrow