Monday, February 25, 2008 @ 1:40 PM
yesterday, i woke up with the most irritable sore throat and slight cough. and it got worse off in the night, fever. the feeling was really 'im dying soon' had to pop pills and i spent the whole night sleeping yesterday and today 2/3 of the day lying on my bed :( the thing that im most upset is, its just the start of my holidays and this is happening. i had to miss movie with cass and joeyboy. and i cant go out until im all well. was rumaging through my old stuffs and found a blue box where all the cards and letters were. i really miss miss secondary school.  lets seee. the cards made by spiritual family (: the bible verses we collect when i was still in sunday school. i was shocked when i received this card! it was done by ots and alan (: this is so cheeena pok :( we did this in our civics and moral education time. to affirm one another!  hahahas! i find this interesting. where arif and wy shared about the dimples things when they have it too! and arif mention that his are real and mine are imitation! this was send by my primary school mate! we still keep in contact (: this shows that im SOCIABLE OKAYS! HAHAHA.  ooookays. i found this in the box tooo. -.- in the poka dot uniform. hehs! alrights, my head is spinning already. i hope i will get well soon. PS. cass, get well soon too! Labels: reflections
Saturday, February 23, 2008 @ 1:32 AM
hello hello hello its has been two crazy long weeks due to exams. I can now heave a huge sigh of relief and sleep for 12 hours without that unnerving throb at the back of my head asking myself if I've done whatever I'm supposed to do, if my notes are completed, if my admin card is in my bag... etc etc etc. Now my room is in complete mess. its pig-sty (as quoted from my mum) i guess tomorrow will be spring cleaning day. there have been alot of things running through my mind. tons of stuffs and catching up to be done. Today was RACHEL'S BAPTISM DAY (: i dont know why, but i felt excited! i feel happy for her. pastor reminded us that when one got baptised, the heavens open and the dove flies down. i thought that might be a magnificent sight! hehs. we got for her lunchbox, sunflowers and a card! 
isnt the lunch box prettty! with fruits, cup, bread, tissue and milk! 
the card is made for two hours. 
you might be wandering why we are giving such things to her. 
here's the answer! (: 
the end of the card! Labels: church, school
@ 1:05 AM
we had cell reunion dinner at cell leader's house! (: pictures credit to kcrabby-patties!  we did the yu-sheng thing! (: happy kids!

maybe not that happy. the mad sisters i have! (: she was drunk. HA.
Labels: cellmates, church, CNY
Saturday, February 16, 2008 @ 12:47 PM
 no more papaya faces. no more watermelon
but because i have God (: it is sufficient! Labels: reflections, walk with God
Thursday, February 14, 2008 @ 1:24 AM
Happy Valentines! Abundant love <3
its valentines! (: exams are making me miss out alot of things. but nonetheless, its still fun to hang out with cass and wy. we went to lido to catch PS iloveyou. oh my. its nice and heart-warming! :D
God just reminded me of spending quality time with our loved ones, like Jesus! (: in times of heart breaks, yet God is goood and so, so faithful. i can testify to that. God speaks the things our hearts want to hear, even the slightest encouragement fills the heart that much. when we were weak and in despair, our God is near. there is so much to thank God for. because he loves! :D
Better Than Life
Better than the riches of this world Better than the sound of my friends voices Better than the biggest dreams in my heart and that's just the start
Better than getting what I say I need Better than living the life that I want to Better than the love anyone could give Your love is
You hold me now in Your arms You never let me go
And You oh Lord made the sunshine The moonlight and the nightsky You give me breath and all Your love I give my heart to You
Because I can't stop falling in love with You I'll never stop falling in love with You
Labels: reflections, thanksgiving, valentines, walk with God
Tuesday, February 12, 2008 @ 11:37 PM
 im feeeling the tiredness in studying :( but its only the 2nd day of study weeeeeeeeeeek.
teach me how to smile in times like this.
Labels: school, struggles
Happy Chinese New Year! (:
Monday, February 11, 2008 @ 12:46 AM
Chinese New Year was a great blast! (: all the visiting and meeting up with relatives. there was joy and fun as everyone gathers and talk. especially looking at the kids running up and down and their innocent faces! today i had five families coming over to my house. OVERWHELMING! we played the "21points" and apparently i lose around ten bucks or more. i couldnt stop laughing when my youngest sister kept resisting my dad from putting big bets while she puts her little 10cents down to bet. and she brings oranges wherever she plays. HAHAHAS.


most of them squeezed into my rooom, and im left to clear the mess :( oh wells. i didnt expect cny to be that fun. i guess im looking forward to next year's and of course, more house visitings :D Labels: CNY, family
Saturday, February 9, 2008 @ 1:53 AM
Rescue Me When im alone the world is such a different place Sometimes its hard to keep the smile upon my face It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down Its taken so long but now theres one thing that Ive found
Chorus: When everyting starts crashing down When all I know falls to the ground When darkness comes and I can't see You're always there to rescue me
Just when I think that Ive got it figured out You open my eyes and let me see that theres no doubt But you've got it all within the power of your hand
It seems like the more I know the less I understand I wonder if Ill make it through this darkest night I need to know your strength in me gonna win this fight Im reaching out wont you take my hand show me to the light I know you're by my side It seems like I try so hard and still I let you down Its taken so long but now theres one thing that Ive found
You're always there to rescue me You're always there to rescue me You're always there to rescue me
tonight i feel sad and a little moody. I guess each of our hearts, we long to be sought after, to feel essential, to be needed in situations, loved by a group, treasured by an individual. But God reminded me of this song and affirmed me that I was and am rescued by Him in times of down-ness and no matter how i feel (: He is the king of all Kings who knows all my needs and desires. And He also reminds me about how he treasure dearly and gave his unfailing love to all. thank you Lord for loving me (:
Labels: QT, songs, walk with God
Monday, February 4, 2008 @ 12:35 PM
LATEE UPDATEE
so sorry. but its YELLOW RIBBON! (:         Labels: yellow ribbon
@ 7:20 AM
AFTER SOL, BEFORE CHURCH
at Raffles Marina (: cass dad brought us thereeeee.
Labels: cellmates, photos
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