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Wednesday, January 30, 2008 @ 9:11 PM
superwoman not!
I've been feeling quite down the past half of for the past few days. I really want to shine for God (in love, in patience, in kindness...) and put complete trust in Him but when I feel the workload heavily upon my shoulders, my human nature takes over. There's a self-conflct within me. I feel quite discouraged as well. I feel like I'm not cut-out in a lot of areas. I need God's eternal encouragement telling me he believes in me. I wanna be someone people can be proud of :( keep me in prayer please.
january is coming to an end (: was flipping through my scheduler yesterday. and i could see the numerous projects, presentations and reports that our class has done. loads of makeup lessons too! and many many other things.
my younger sister gave me this! and i think its gooood for an advertisement like that! (:  i cant juggle all this on my own, but im thankful that i've got a God who is my strength and my rock (: He guided me through this month! though there were ups and downs along the way, but God still sustains. Thank you, Lord,
for the trials that come my way.
In that way I can grow each day
And thank you, Lord, for the patience those trials bring. In that process of growing, I can learn to care.
Labels: QT, reflections, school, struggles
@ 9:10 PM
 had dinner at NYDC after church to celebrate wenling's birthday! i did enjoyed myself and thanks to joeyboy who did the planning and all (: Labels: church
Friday, January 25, 2008 @ 9:42 PM
headed down to chinatown today after school (: was rather crowded and super HOT! but still i enjoyed myself. i thought it will be nice to get the chinese-new-year kind of mood. somehow seeing people come and go, really amazes me on the fact that God is a creator of heaven and earth, inculding the sun and stars in the night. remember HELLO SUNSHINE! (: (: (:
this whole week i havent been feeling like im a good friend and sister. i want to but fail the expectations of people and myself :( i dont know why too. but i was reminded about this lovely song that has encouraged many people! God knows are my disappointments, struggles and desires. Dear Lord more of you and less of me. help me to be a good friend, help me to relate.
Show Me How To Live
Day after day I know You're talking to me Your Word speaks louder than this World And when I prayYour Spirit overwhelms me Reveals the things that I must know
Show me how to live Teach how to pray Let all I think and say please You Lord
Show me how to live Teach me in your ways So I can walk with You all my days
Your Word speaks louder than this Your Word speaks louder than this Your Word speaks louder than this world Labels: school, struggles, walk with God
Wednesday, January 23, 2008 @ 9:26 PM
today straight after excel presentation, they headed to my house to make a video! (: especially for the macro project. hope our efforts are worthwhile! or not i bet the whole class will burst out into laughter each time they are reminded of. hehs.
  i really really enjoyed myself today! and was really glad that they are my classmates (: in the laughter and all, i realise projects arent that bad which i thank God for that! it could be fun with the right company :D
at the end of the day, we were all tired and weary. but still, there is a need for jumps for joy! (:
Labels: friendship, school
Sunday, January 20, 2008 @ 9:37 PM
 You breathed into my world And gave me life You are placed above all that I love
I live to praise you God ---------------------------------------------------- Many things have been going through my mind and have been happening but i havent had the time to journal them down.
yesterday had prayer meeting and sltc. sltc was the last meeting. and what caught my attention was the sharing of what we have learnt through out the whole sltc. it refreshes our mind in those things that had gone through (: and it amazes me in which pastor shared. on how Jesus came and meet the felt needs of his disciples. the process might be tough, but Jesus carried on and sacrifices his time and unending love to them. isnt it really touching :D today had powerstation in church, this time was different. cause kahyuen was with me! (: i thought that God is a faithful God who keeps us through to the end. after service, i felt really bad as to not accompanying cass and company to the chalet and all. yaaa. sorry :(( The Lord is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer;
my God is my rock, in whom i take refuge in.
Psalm 18:2
Thursday, January 17, 2008 @ 10:47 PM
let there have sunshine now please.
i need to find someone to talk to.
Sunday, January 13, 2008 @ 10:31 AM
100% Man 100% God  projects and tests are streaming in. and I felt like the boat of mine hit an iceberg. not a really huge iceberg, but enough to make me feel intimidated and feel as if i was crashing. Lousiness went deep into my heart. when all I saw in myself were faults, inadequacies and thoughts of not being able to handle the various tasks and assignment. In many of those moments I allowed the lies of Satan to be thrown hard at me. I was in vulnerability that I allowed Satan to have a foothold on other issues I was facing. I could recall how much I didn't want to go to church due to unfinished homework and unstudied tests. But God didn't let go of me when all I wanted to do was escape. discipline came. telling myself that i must studied up the last topic and unexpectedly, i was left with 4 pages to finish up studying. i thought i've got a huge chuck to memorise. God specialise in miracles! these little miracles really made my heart feel warm (: With Christ in the vessel,
I can smile at the storm I can do everything through him who gives me strength. Because he lives, I can face tomorrow Labels: QT, reflections
Thursday, January 10, 2008 @ 8:40 PM
 Emergency Phone Number
WHEN ,
You are sad, phone John 14 You have sinned, phone Psalm 51 You are facing danger, phone Psalm 91 People have failed you, phone Psalm 27 It feels as though God is far from you, phone Psalm 139 Your faith needs stimulation, phone Hebrews 11 You are alone and scared, phone Psalm 23 You are worried, phone Matthew 8:19-34 You are hurt and critical, phone 1 Corinthians 13 You wonder about Christianity, phone 2 Corinthians 5:15-18 You feel like an outcast, phone Romans 8:31-39 You are seeking peace, phone Matthew 11:25-30 It feels as if the world is bigger than God, phone Psalm 90 You need Christ like insurance, phone Romans 8:1-30 You are leaving home for a trip, phone Psalm 121 You are praying for yourself, phone Psalm 87 You require courage for a task, phone Joshua 1 Inflation's and investments are hogging your thoughts, phone Mark 10:17-31 You are depressive, phone Psalm 27 Your bank account is empty, phone Psalm 37 You lose faith in mankind, phone 1 Corinthians 13 It looks like people are unfriendly, phone John 15 You are losing hope, phone Psalm 126 You feel the world is small compared to you, phone Psalm 19 You want to carry fruit, phone John 15 Paul's secret for happiness, phone Colossians 3:12-17 With big opportunity/ discovery, phone Isaiah 55 To get along with other people, phone Romans 12
ALTERNATE NUMBERS For dealing with fear, call Psalm 47 For security, call Psalm 121:3 For assurance, call Mark 8:35 For reassurance, call Psalm 145:18
ALL THESE NUMBERS MAY BE PHONED DIRECTLY. NO OPERATOR ASSISTANCE IS NECESSARY. ALL LINES TO HEAVEN ARE AVAILABLE 24 HOURS A DAY. FEED YOUR FAITH, AND DOUBT WILL STARVE TO DEATH.
isnt God just so great? (: Labels: QT
Tuesday, January 8, 2008 @ 8:31 PM
 training was gooood today! thank God for the fine weather, not too hot, not too cold (: i haven gone for training for like a month already. and was quite fearful that instead of hitting the ball, i will hit the wind. get it get it? HAHAHAS! but the company was lovely ((: without them, i wouldnt be there anymore.
today's lunch was quite unusual. we had instant noodles. reason behind was we were sick of north canteen food, koufu is too cold, south canteen is too far. yaaaaa. but its really heartwarming to see all the clicks come together and eat (:
i would say that poly life isnt as exciting as secondary school life, and who says poly life is slack? SO NOT! working in teams isnt that easy, projects deadlines are surrounding me daily, you worry about people or even myself able to do a good job in it.
but nonetheless, i praise God very much that im able to be educated and for placing where i am now (: i pretty much cant figure out why im studying this course, or why im studying what im studying now. but great plans is in God's hands, and i believe that He will show me soooon! :D
till then! Labels: school, thanksgiving
Sunday, January 6, 2008 @ 9:36 PM
when you feel dull and all, seeing different bright colours really makes your day (:  Dear Lord, Joey feels drained doing it on her own tonight yet she knows she is not on her own. She will persevere because you are the one who gives her strength to carry on.
my best friend (:
Saturday, January 5, 2008 @ 11:30 AM
TO DO THINGS before chinese new year: IKEA with daddy to get pillows, bedsheets, frames and other things. get my head studying! exams. spring clean shopping! memorise at least 25 verses (: finish up a book. haven been reading after the O's! stop cancelling piano lessons :( practice practice!
oh wells. hope i can do all these before chinese new year. it seems hectic with schoolwork and all. loads of love, xoxo!
@ 11:24 AM
    three days of school was shagged! due to the overwhelming projects and all. plus makeup lessons. all these are really killing me. cum a whole lots of tests coming up! oh wells. that is school (: im so so broke now :( the countdown's cab fare and all. i felt annoyed when my sister doesnt pay up! hahahas. together we are broke. anyways. countdown party was definately GREAT! was told to wear uniform, but somehow i forgotten to bring it out. AHHHHS. though cvss uniforms looks like maid, but super comfortable! (: this year started quite ooookay, but i believe that God has plans for me! :D
Tuesday, January 1, 2008 @ 3:36 PM
Happy New Year!
it has been a year of victory (:
victory with fearful-ness. victory with speaking up. victory with going deep with God. victory with relationships. victory with cellmates. victory with thanksgiving.
Thank God for victory in Christ! the closeness that the cellmates have given, the rides, the meals, the time spent, the effort put in and all. this year has made a impact and difference, truely a wonderful year for me :D
Im grateful for those who picked me up when i fell. for those who kept encouraging me. for those who asked 'how was my week?' for those who helped me in my spiritual life. for those who are my close friends.
2008 has come. teach me to embrace it as a year of sabbath.
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