I've been feeling quite down the past half of for the past few days. I really want to shine for God (in love, in patience, in kindness...) and put complete trust in Him but when I feel the workload heavily upon my shoulders, my human nature takes over. There's a self-conflct within me. I feel quite discouraged as well. I feel like I'm not cut-out in a lot of areas. I need God's eternal encouragement telling me he believes in me. I wanna be someone people can be proud of :( keep me in prayer please.

january is coming to an end (: was flipping through my scheduler yesterday. and i could see the numerous projects, presentations and reports that our class has done. loads of makeup lessons too! and many many other things.

i cant juggle all this on my own, but im thankful that i've got a God who is my strength and my rock (: He guided me through this month! though there were ups and downs along the way, but God still sustains.